Dr. Cha~zay

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Today's question comes from Erin who asked one of the most interesting questions:

"Is the dark side getting more sophisticated as there are more light workers in the world?"
The shorter answer is, yes, the dark side is growing and expanding and becoming more 'sophisticated,' as Erin would call it - in sync with the expansion of the light side.


We can't have one without the other. It's just that simple.

That's why I have always preferred calling myself a balance worker. I'm not here to judge the darkness by trying to escape it, or by favoring one side over the other. Just like we can't have day without night, we cannot have bliss and peace, without also knowing what is war and lack of freedom.

We must make a choice.

And in order to make the healthiest choice we must have contrast in order to weigh pros and cons and final outcomes. No matter the choice, no matter the situation.

Unfortunately not all choices are as black and white and easy to make. Sometimes we must choose the lesser of two evils. Just ask a mother who needs to choose to feed her starving child or to provide life threatening medication for her child.

Which is the right choice?

We can't make that decision for her because we don't have the complete picture. She needs to weigh the pros and cons and be willing to live with the consequences.

We also couldn't judge her for the decision she would have to make, no matter which decision she would make. And yes, there would be a two divided groups, both telling her that she chose wrong. And right there evil hides in plain sight...

Listen to this podcast where we'll look at Erin's question.
 
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Cassiana

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Thank you.

I would love to start a discussion about food in relation to: dark forces / mind control / compassion / addiction / lower chakras / pleasure etc

There are so many different views out there, especially in the spiritual community, this ranging from 'zero food & water consumption' to 'eat what makes you happy' as a way to achieve ascension.

I know you mentioned you are a bretahraian and this is not for everybody but I see people suffering and trying to force themselves into bretahrianism to advance spiritually and others that pay absolutely no attention to what they consume and can't seem to understand the link between diet and health.

Please could you shed some light on the subject or point to some material?
(sorry if I am hijacking this thread)
 

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This is actually a perfect topic since one of my experiences with the spiritual community, and the darkness that's in it, involves exactly that - my journey of not eating.

Just for clarification's sake, I do eat today but I frequently fast for longer periods of time. I went for a year and a half without eating and saw how it alienated people around me. It was difficult to participate and rather than doing something good I was actually scaring people. Not that I care what others thought, but family and close friends and business associates were on to me and I could no longer say "I'm not hungry." So I started to train my body to eat only when I was in such situations and only very little - enough to get by without anyone wondering.

Not eating a year and a half taught me a lot about dreams, which don't exist when one doesn't eat. Dreams stop after approximately 8-10 weeks as the body and soul don't have anything to resolve. It's a complex topic and one that cannot be discussed as any so-called dream expert will not have the experience of not-eating, so their expertise is really missing this big link. This was huge for me, especially since I've been lucid dreaming since I was a little girl. My dreams were always vivid, plentiful every night and contains premonitions and revelations of all kinds. I started to analyze my own dreams and the dreams of others since I was a teenager. I'm familiar with the Freudian and Jungian philosophies around the issue of dreams and it's all a bunch of hogwash that is based on eating people, not non-eating people. Again, it's not really a topic to be discussed but I wanted to put it out there as one of the major things I learned during this time.

The darkness that is lurking in the spiritual community comes exactly from this experience of long term fasting, which is probably a better term. I had been guided by Spirit to go on this journey and it started when I was 7 years old and I became a vegetarian for moral reasons. I consciously prepared for the journey of not eating from the time I was 40 years old and it took years to prepare my body even more with juices, seeds and water. When the time came I decided not to go it alone but to join a group that was led by a couple that claimed to be breatharians. Sadly they're anything but. They eat just like any other vegan would and drink an enormous amount of fruit juice - and to them this is called breatharianism. Too bad.

Sadly their 'fame' and dishonesty attracted only the same of the same - dishonest people who said they walked the walk, which couldn't be further from that path. Within 7 days half of our group went back to eating regular food, within 10 days all but 2 went back to eating regular food and within 14 days I was the only one that still didn't eat. I was baffled. When I shared after 10 weeks that I was still not eating everyone in their community wanted to know how I do it and this made one member in particular rise up against me. Her husband worked for the government and she hired hackers that took down this very community. Yes, our beloved Core Freedom Community was completely hacked by this person who called herself some spiritual name and claimed herself to be a breatharian, even though she admitted publicly in the group that she went back to eating immediately because her and her husband could never be off food, given the many social events they have to attend to, due to his work. But before she did all that she asked all of her equally low girlfriends to subscribe here and slander the crap out of me. She had zero basis, especially since I didn't even know her (she was just a person of the group and the program was done via Skype). It was all based on jealousy. It is because of her that every member is now hand-picked. :love:

To "get rid" of her took nearly a year, thousands of dollars in hiring specialists to securing this forum once and for all. Frankly, I almost let it all go and almost closed the forum down. It was a difficult time.

Later I talked to another breatharian that was pretty big on YouTube at that time. Somehow we talked about the 'evil' that permeates this industry and I mentioned that some woman was so jealous that she slandered my site. Long story short, she did the exactly same thing to him. She hacked his website too and spread all kinds of lies about him all over the internet, saying he was a fraud, etc. etc.. All the while, she was the only one being a fraud.

There is a lot of darkness in the spiritual community, which is why I don't participate in spiritual communities at all. That's why this place, Core Freedom Community, is small and has the most exquisite members that are here to share and grow and learn - together. Not spread other people's business and bringing it here to talk bad about them (by name) with no basis whatsoever.

In total I'm glad that what happened with this woman taught me so much about the spiritual community. It was just at a time when I decided that I wanted to be more involved in the spiritual world than the world of business. But after years of insights into the spiritual community I must say that there are more charlatans and crooked and evil people in the spiritual community than one will ever find in the world of business. From the world of business I don't expect much when it comes to purity and ethics and integrity. This I expect from the spiritual community. However, what I've found in the spiritual community is a bunch of airy fairy, unrealistic, unresponsible, flaky, manipulative and deceitful people. There are exceptions, of course, but finding them is like looking for a needle in a haystack.

Does that make me sad or surprise me?

Not at all. It's right on target with the dark side's agenda.
  • Everyone knows by now that government is 'evil' and crooked. This includes the human justice system. Exceptions rarely occur.
  • Everyone knows by now that the church is just as 'evil' and crooked. There are very few exceptions.
  • Everyone knows by now that business is even more so 'evil' and crooked. With very few exceptions.
What's left is the spiritual movement, which is the only place 'evil' can work through. Everyone expects the spiritual community to be honest, pure, kind, loving, compassionate, upright, filled with integrity and have ethics. Nothing could be further from that truth. That's where we find the wolves dressed in sheep's clothing. Again, there are exceptions.

I'm grateful for what happened because it opened my eyes very quickly. I'm also grateful that it happened during a time when my body was empty and the ego demolished. I had no personal agenda and my feelings didn't get hurt. I just saw it as a matter of fact kind of event and was able to quickly learn how 'evil' uses the world of spirituality to warp people's minds.

I don't know what ever came of her and I wish her only the best. I ended up leaving that group to protect myself and because it was filled with people who were in it for ego's sake. Long term fasting is not at all about ego. It's quite the opposite. And unless guided by Spirit and guided by personal memory, undergoing long term fasting is just dumb and stupid and quite frankly careless and life threatening. People will always go where the newest fad takes them, and this is the danger with a practice such as breatharianism. It's a memory and an evolutionary step, not a fad.

I don't want to talk about breatharianism, it's too dangerous. I can talk about what I learned (in the Golden Sun section, not here). I did keep a journal and diary of sorts. I even took videos of myself documenting the journey. Maybe at one point I will make it available to certain students but with it comes much responsibility and it's really not necessary. Plus, I'm eating again and can hardly call myself a breatharian. I do know, however, that I will go through that journey again and I very much look forward to it. When I do, no one will know about it. It's not a journey to be shared. It's a sacred journey to walk alone as only few would understand.

What we can talk about is where and how 'evil' hides in the most unsuspected areas and how we rise above those moments. Remember always to spread light and bring hope.

So my piece of hope that I can leave people with is that just because someone has a spiritual skill doesn't make them spiritual. Just because a person astral travels doesn't make them a person of integrity. Just because a person sees spirits doesn't make them a person of integrity. Just because...

You get the drift.

What makes a person 'spiritual' is the way they use their faculty called thinking and how they make choices. These two abilities show up in the person's character. It takes roughly 6-9 months for a person to show their real face. That's when the facade comes down. If a person was influenced by a dark force, it can only keep up the facade for approximately 6-9 months, after which the signs are everywhere that you may not have dealt with the real person but a version of that person. The more authentic a person is, the more 'real' they are and the less they have to convince people of their abilities.

Perhaps when it's all said and done it comes down to ego versus soul.

The person living from the seat of the soul, rather than ego, doesn't need to tag along some fad or group in order to feel whole. They just are.
 

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Thank you so much Dr Cha Zay for ur openness and that u shared this story with all of us. I personally have had very dark experience with so called spiritual people and it all came to intentions. Bad intentions , using as u said certain skills they possessed. i myself have excluded myself from certain communities and learned to be very cautious with people in general. As always intuition in my case has never let me down, ive learned to listen to it and follow it. And to know who i am and spread light and positive energy.
 

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Great Podcast and follow-up comments.
Thank you very much.
 
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